I fucked up last night..
and I can’t wear long sleeves at work, fuck.
'What happened to your arm?”
i dragged a razor along my skin about 6 times
"oh… just a small accident doing some arts and crafts"
and on top of that i’ve been pulling my hair a lot more than usual recently. ugh. just fucking great. So now i have to worry about always wearing a beanie to cover my self inflicted balding scalp every time I go out now.
Cuts i can deal with they fade over time; but hair, it takes fucking forever to grow back and when it does it looks fucking weird because I’ll have like a huge patch of small hairs all astray and not knowing where to go on the back of my head and its just embarrassing.
I just want to buy like a good wig and then just shave my whole head.
Gosh, I’m pathetic.